My blog stats as we near the end of 2012

Most popular post with 643 hits:
http://vidkid20ssimlair.blogspot.com/2011/01/update-on-my-lestat.html
Beating out my all time popular post on Firestar getting banned. Finally something beats it and it's something involving my creations. :D

Then the Seasons trailer came in 2nd with 616 hits:
http://vidkid20ssimlair.blogspot.com/2012/08/sims-3-seasons-trailer-pics-and-alien.html

As for the source of my traffic:
You can blame the Mare's Nest with a wopping total of 14468 hits. Thanks guy. ^_^
Google came in 2nd.

Weird search terms as of now:
"jon bernthal ears"
"homemade ugly christmas sweater"
"Sexy hot 18"
"Medieval porn"
http://vidkid20ssimlair.blogspot.com/2012/04/what-are-you-searching-for-i-dont-think.html
All I have to say is lol....

And that's about it. Thank you so much for contributing to this blog and reading it. Onward and upward 2013!!!!

P.S. The next post will be at 12 eastern time like always. :)

From 2012 to 2013: Thoughts....

Soooo 2012 is finally over soon. I have a few hours left. I'm really glad it's almost over. I'm looking forward to new year and fresh start.

Stuff that I fulfill in 2012:
You can check pretty much everything off here.
http://vidkid20ssimlair.blogspot.com/2012/08/i-feel-like-i-should-post-something.html

• I found a focus and went back to school, so you can't say I didn't do anything or tried.
• I'm back or pretty close to my original weight. Not only do the new jeans I brought for school sag, but my tight jeans old jeans have space in them too. Haha! My only regret, is pigging out during holidays. Oh well. xD
• I got Seasons to play on this computer. It's miracle!
• And to add one, I have so much more confidence in myself! :)

Stuff I want for 2013:

• I wanted see Roxie get back to her spunky self. Running around, playing with toys, etc.
• I want a job for real this time! I don't care if it's in fast food or cleaning up, I want make honest living.
• I want to fall hopelessly in-love.... with the right guy <3
• I want to get my health in order
• I want a new computer if I keep buying Sims games. >_<
• I want to better myself. Stop letting my emotions get the best of me
• I want be here in the Sims community and see where the series goes. You can't make me leave! I refuse! ;)
• I don't want to get banned anymore. lol

My New Year's revolution is to get a job and figure out what I really want to do in life though! Maybe meet some new people too. Experience life a bit.

My father is also talking about moving again and he seems serious this time. Eh, I don't know. We'll see. I got all year! :D

ζ~Elven Spirit~ζ QUEST-1~ Pic + Scores *Updated*

Tied for 1st, but it was a lot ties and lots of confusion over scores. Some drama too, but the comp is still going and we got Quest 2. Thank goodness.

Update: I got knocked out of 1st place with new judges added. :/

For the story click here.

Not sure if scores will be changed or another judge will be add their scores in, but this is what I have...

Simmy projects I'm working on...

1. I'm trying to finish this bar here. Well I'm done, but I'm horrible at naming stuff and I really don't want to name it just anything.. :/

2. Working on Little Miss Twisted Cycle 2. Planning assignments for guys is slightly harder than for the females and I'm bit rusty.

3. I want make to Asian inspired resurant with the grill I was gifted a few months ago. :)

4. Play all the Seasons. I have yet to play in Summer. Slightly ironic.

And yeah I'm still going lurk the forums while doing all this, but I must admit my reaction to the forum of late has been this....

and maybe a bit of this, especially today.

As for anything else, Roxie is much better. Still gotta restricted in small confined space, but no more stupid cone head.

*sigh* People disappoint me...

This was going be a post full of drama and ranting, but I think I did enough today. I just got a bit angry and wanted to defend someone. I hope that person is ok.  I don't wanted make things worse, so I'm done with that whole situation. :(

Coming soon to a modeling forum near you....

*cough cough*

Simple, but effected. ^_^

 

Now to play around in CAS and make a model for it. Would like to get the vamp comp I'm in out the way before putting sign ups up, but it's coming. This is just saying it's pretty much happening. :D

P.S. I had it on a clear background, but I had to change it for the blog's black background. It will look loads better on the forums.

Merry Christmas and a Happy Holidays!

Well technically it's Xmas here now. After 12. >_<

Haha, thought it was appropriate to use a loldog this year. ;) Merry Christmas all and Happy Holidays! I hope you have a wonderful and amazing day. Also I don't have a lot points left, but I doing my best to spread the love with virtual items. I hope I don't miss anyone. Some of you guys need wishlist too. lol So have a fun safe day with family and friends. Oh here's a virtual hug: 

 Thanks for reading. :)

A Touch of Spring (Part 1?) Slightly Pic Spammy

Spring is finally here. I finally got to play a little without interruption or incidents. Still got some cleaning out to do in the old mod folder, but everything seems normal now.

After seeing this pic, I kind of lightened up on the guy liner. xD

† Vampire Immortality † CONTRACT- 10 Pic, Story, & Scores!

1st- vid & henry - 1106/ TIE 

Sleeping Like The Dead 

I needed a break from it all. The dreams, the ghost, the thirst had become all tiresome. Even my maker’s company had become strained and unnecessary. One could say we didn’t see eye to eye anymore. So with the years and centuries going by like days, I took off on my own to travel. I wanted to find a cure or some sort of comfort from the endless cycle my life had become. I left without saying a word, leaving Victor alone to the world he welcomed me into so many years.

So how did I end up in coffin 6 feet under? Well through my travels I learned that the coffin is more important than expected. Ironically, I shudder at the thought of sleeping in one every night. I never thought in million years, I would be using it to escape into almost endless slumber. To end the sickening thirst, I decided to take this risk. You see I learned that the most focus and oldest of vampires have the ability to hibernate under ground without the need of blood. That such vampires could sleep for centuries and never be bother again.

All I needed was to be buried in my homeland and a decent coffin. So I took a coffin from a corpse and was unknowingly buried by dimwitted grave digger. At first I panicked doubting my abilities, but my eyes closed to my relief. So for once I was truly resting in peace hoping to never awake me again. No thirst, no pain, no consciousness, but then I open my eyes to the ghost of my sister looking down at me. I saw the night sky and heard a priest scream the Lord's name in vain. For his sakes, he better be praying I can sleep again... 

ζ~Elven Spirit~ζ QUEST-1 Pic + Story

Onward and upward since this blog is an escape from RL sometimes and it does say sim lair. My first pic and story for Ninja's Elven's comp. I finally manage to finish. Between Roxie, other RL stuff, bad cc, cleaning out my cc folder and other stressing things, I thought I would have to drop. Well I not only finished, but I surprised myself. It's what I envisioned completely and I love it!!! It's better than I thought it would be! I can't believe I made this picture. This is actually last min, so I'm so thrilled with quality of this. I just hope the story makes sense since I'm not very knowledgeable on the elves. I still think I'm up against a lot talent and it may not be a top contender, but I'm happy with it. :)

Click read more for the story, which I slap together last min as well. lol I like it though and it's not real long, so read! xD

On a serious note involving recent events...

Just wanted to say, it really hurts my heart to watch the news on the shooting in Connecticut. I didn't want to touch on serious topic like this here at first, but one post won't hurt and I should of said this before. It's a really awful topic that I've been trying to avoid for some days now in general though and it being children makes it worse. Well I've heard the names of the victims and saw some of them today. That was hard and very upsetting. Those poor babies. Those poor parents. Oh my God, I can't even imagine! Praying for the parents and families. Praying for anyone who suffered a loss this year or anyone has went through a tragedy like this. Hoping 2013 is a better and safer year.

Been busy with Roxie's Rehab...

Well this was going be a post with me whining about my own problems, but I'll take the complaining out and add more of a laugh. I can't bear to post complaints or anything depressing today after watching the local news.

Sooooo Roxie is home! Just been so busy and overwhelmed with the instructions and piles of meds they sent home with her. They literally gave us a book on how to rehab her week by week. She even has to wear e-collar/cone thing around her neck, so she doesn't bite or lick at the staples she has in her leg now. Didn't think it would be that bad and I never thought I would have a dog with collar thing on. I use to laugh at dogs with those collars. Karma bit in me butt with this I guess. lol Poor Roxie. She hates wearing it too, but she seems to really need it now. She was trying get at her leg a lot today. She may have to wear it to bed tonight, which won't make me happy. She already woke me up 9 (more like 8) in the morning with it in my face. She also likes to trick me into taking it off by going over to water bowl. >_> On the plus side, I do find her bumping into things amusing.

I dropped Roxie off for her surgery....

Well that sucked. Like it really sucked. I thought I would take it better than I did, but leaving her was awful. Ugh. I know I'm getting her back, but it was depressing. I literally just dropped her off a few hours ago.

So basically, they gave me the leash and harness. They had their own leash. Then we watched the vet assistant take her towards the back and she turned around to look at us. Then she turned the corner and was gone. Went out the door trying to hold back tears. I felt stupid getting teary eye over it since we're getting her back, but I really hated leaving her!

We don't get her back till Wednesday, so we have tonight and a full day of no Roxie around. My sleeping buddy won't greet me in the morning and no jingle from her collar. :(

So yeah her surgery tomorrow. I'm hoping everything goes ok. Keep her in your thoughts for me. Was hard typing this. I would be a complete mess if she was really gone, so thank goodness it's just surgery. Geesh, they are really like kids aren't they? When did I get this attached?! -_-

I'm going distract myself for these few days, because it's already really quiet. Never thought I would miss barking. *sigh*

P.S. To end this on a lighter note, no I did not see the surgeon vet guy. So no I did not get to "perv over him" or hold back laughter at the thought of Mare's post. So if I do see him on Wednesday and start laughing, I blame you Mares! [borrows smiley] 

*gasp* Ace Attorney 5?!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hybxg9ZvXs0

http://www.g4tv.com/thefeed/blog/post/727689/ace-attorney-5-confirmed-for-the-us-object-on-the-3ds/

And it might actually come over here and be localized/ translated to English! I don't want to get too happy, but I'm freaking out a bit. Oh f*** I'm excited! I can't help it. Since Capcom epic f*** up with Ace Attorney Investigation 2 (with Edgeworth) not being localized after they had announced it, this is a dream come true. Please for the love all things be true! Please don't f*** this up! *sobs* Someone hold me! I've been waiting for this for years!!! Please be true! Please let this happen!

With the billions of fighting and shooting games that came out just this year alone, I need this game!

Joined an elf comp and found a pose site... (I know such a catchy title)

First off, I found a new pose listing site.

http://mysims3poses.blogspot.com/p/by-description.html

I'm probably late as usual, but I stumbled upon it and found a lot poses. Please be careful looking at some of the poses there though. They have some really adult/graphic poses there, which blinded me when I clicked the home page. The creator has updated since then so I guess they moved them down to the next page. Still really graphic! The page I'm linking to just has descriptions though, so you're safe clicking that. :)

Next I joined another comp:

This makes 2 that I'm in. Yes only 2! :P An elf comp hosted by Ninja. She made me join! lol It's a lot talent in this one. LE and Simians for example. I'm a little intimidated. I don't know much about elves. We'll see how long I last in this one.

To end this, I'm kind of playing with the idea of starting another comp of my own. I meant to do Little Boy Twisted (male version of my last comp), but life got in the way. Then I have another idea for Supernatural type of comp dealing with one type of creature. I'm debating about starting any, because my family is probably going keep me busy doing the holidays. Hmmm... I'll think about it.

The Walking Dead: Mid Season Finale Thoughts!

Amazing!!!! Non-stop action and epicness!

Haha, yes I'm back with a review since it's the mid-season finale. It was no way possible I would review every ep. Didn't think it was going on break so soon though. :/

Do not pass this point- Major spoilers!

The last of winter: Igloos and Aliens

Meh I meant to post these earlier, but it got kind of busy. Well I'm kind of creeped out by my game at the moment and fed up with my comp pic, so time to post pics. Just a min ago I was too scared to zoom in on some sims I whipped up for my pic. The one holding the toddler seemed odd. I may have some bad cc, but I really hope I'm just sleepy and seeing things. Well so far things seem ok in my Hidden Springs game. Fewer pics this time due to blogger storage space being filled b/w. So...

Oooo pretty. ^_^

I made a updated version of my simself

It freakishly looks likes me. I think the glasses may be the only thing throwing it off since I don't wear big glasses like that, but other than that the rest is dead on. Even the hair when it's done. 

http://www.thesims3.com/assetDetail.html?assetId=6680420

^the face I'm making on the default pic is classic. I like it better than the pic I took in CAS. xD

http://vidkid20ssimlair.blogspot.com/2011/10/face-behind-computer-screen.html

http://vidkid20ssimlair.blogspot.com/2012/08/i-cut-my-hair-i-have-bangs-d.html

I'm also in the process of getting rid of my bangs. All they do is stick up and look stupid. Been wearing a ponytail to hide them. If they get long enough, I'm going comb them to the side.

I'm also debating about playing my simself for once. It freaks me out playing her, but maybe I can get over it. Will add her to my customs blog when I'm not super lazy. 

Update on Roxie. My excuse to play hooky today...

Hooky from school that is. I know I'm bad, but Roxie had an very important appointment anyway with a top notch and kind of cute surgeon.  

Let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow pic spam!

I must really love y'all because stupid blogger won't let upload anymore pics and I have to copy/paste each pic via photobucket here. >_>

It's so pretty!!!

Decorating for Xmas...er... I mean Snowflake Day.

Update on Roxie and other things *mumbles*

Not a happy post, but I'll try to make it a little less gloomy than what I had typed up in my head.

First off, Roxie (my dog) will need surgery for ACL/tore ligament. She is schedule to go next Tuesday and it will be roughly 1200 dollars (depending on weight and size). She's going be there overnight for a day and she's going come home with a cast. On the bright side, I'm hoping it's the white one you can draw on it. :P I just hope everything goes well.

As for me, I haven't been feeling like myself lately. I'm tired all the time/exhausted, emotionally numb some days, and I'm having hard time concentrating on my work/studies. Then I'm clenching my teeth from what I believe is stress? Either that or anxiety, or a panic attack. I've been going through different variations of this for a week or two and mentioning it to my family is a bit of a waste.  I either get "get over it," "relax," "you're too old to be this upset," "you're probably just tired" or they ignored me. I think that may be why I'm bit numb. I know they mean well, but I can't relax and school won't let me. Heck life won't let me!

Well some days I'm fine and coming online makes me completely forget about my worries. Playing Seasons has become a complete escape, but my 12 week classes are coming to a close soon. The pressure is stressing me out to the point I can't concentrate and I feel physically sick. I don't even know if have the drive or want to be journalist/writer anymore. It's seems silly now. Maybe it's just doubt, but I'm really beginning to feel really lost as what do in life. I feel like I'm going through the motions and doing what other people want me to do or what they expect of me. I am just as lost as I was before. :/

*sigh* Well enough of that. I refuse to go any deeper or write a novel. Maybe things will get better. Going try to keep sim related and less about RL at the moment. Will hopefully have a happy update on Roxie if anything.

Ending the Fall with Spooky Day and beginning Winter with a snowflake or two...

Pie eating contest!!!

† Vampire Immortality † CONTRACT- 9 Scores!

Back at 1st!!! Woo!!! :D

1st- vid & henry - 1008

For the story and lyrics to this click here.

Seasons!!! It's raining, it's pouring, and fall leaves are falling!

Squeeeee! I have Seasons! My grandmother surprised me with it. ^_^ I needed to chill out today, so it came at a perfect timing. Been one of those weeks. >_< Just felt so good to play today. I guess she saw how stress I was and let me have it early. Was suppose to be a Xmas present. <3

Well to start off, things weren't going so good at first. I couldn't get my game to load without crashing. Then I realize I had old versions of Twallan's mods still in my mod folder. *facepalm* Well after that I finally fired up the game with no issue. Decided to go with a small familiar household to get the hang of things. My Nick/Mikey/stalk Liam save. xD  Well after looking everything over, I decided to change the weather to fall. I didn't wanted see clear sunny skies anymore! lol Well the trees changed and I got giddy just seeing the guy next door raking leaves.

My poor baby :(

Yet another hurdle to jump over! Now my dog (Roxie) may need surgery. She tore her ACL jumping on and off of beds last night playing. Now her right back leg is all wrapped up and she's limping really bad. They going see if the pain medicine and soft cast is going work, but they are pretty much betting she will need surgery.

Ugh now I feel bad about leaving her tomorrow with the new meds. She threw up as soon we got in the house from whatever they gave her in the back. I hope it wasn't from the pills they gave us. Blah, my speech is tomorrow. I don't know what to do. Go I guess...or reschedule? I just feel so bad leaving like she is. :/

Well I guess things could be worse. It always can be worse. So I just hope they can fix it. Be nice if they could fix it with just the cast, but I don't think it's going be that easy. The surgery is about thousand, but she's worth it. Just with Xmas and stuff, it's going be hard. *sigh* Send your good vibes and stuff to her. :(

Busy again with barely anything left....

I feel like I'm running on fumes. Things keep piling up. I got math test tomorrow, a paper due on Saturday, and then our final paper due next Saturday! Then I gotta do a speech on Tuesday.  Someone please put me out of my misery!!!

I feel like sleeping and staying under my warn covers for the rest of the winter.

So about Speech class...

Bad news:  I missed out on first speech, which resulted in failed grade. I can partly blame the school for that with the dropout situation, but it was only my own decision to skip it. The requirements of making it up sound harder then the actual speech. Anyway, I've made up for it a bit with points being added here and there.

Good News: I'm more prepared this time for my 2nd speech! I have to do a informative speech on a social significant topic. Got it approved today actually. My teacher loved my topic, so I could get A if I do a good job! :) My topic is on Animals helping in heath care and in general health of humans. Basically things like therapy dogs and how pets can better your health. I thought of it one day while listing ideas for this speech and my dog just happen to be bothering me with one of her toys. She will literally come up to you, poke you with her nose, and then drop her toys on your feet. LOL Very cute, but it can be annoying sometimes. Crazy Dog! <3 Soooo I guess she can take some credit for it. Maybe I'll buy her something if I get a good grade. :P

Well right now, the paper is again my problem. I may ask for extension as he mention we could do that. It's just that I hate for me to be scrambling and rushing the final paper after that. Ugh I might end up getting a extension on both if possible. So stressed out!

I'm not even worried too much about the math test, but it would of been nice to skip tomorrow and work on my paper. Maybe get some sleep as well. *sigh* It's a nice thought, but I have to go for the test. Oh well.

And as I mention my dog habits of bothering me with toys, she just poked me and dropped a toy beside my chair. Perfect timing. xP

Thanks Election Day!

Thanks for the free day off from school. I will take time to do some work, but since you're so offering I fit in some lazy time to do absolutely nothing! Woooooooo!

Zzzzz...., but seriously someone do my paper for me. I don't feel like it. -_-

P.S. Do get out to the polls and vote. I hope the right person wins.

WTF Walking Dead?! Really? I don't even...

OMG I'm soooo disappointed! Some people are actually tearing up over this ep?! I'm rolling my eyes instead. So f'ing stupid. Like WTF?!

Major Spoilers Alert after the jump!!! 

I'm so pissed I'm not going to go deep into it. I just rushed back here just to let off some steam. 

Hey look a it's EA employee!

Oh wait...no just another disgruntle customer. The vacant look comes from talking to customer service. Carry on.

A reply and some thoughts on that Jess/Mares post

This was going be a totally different post, but I changed it. I figure if I was to post my original post, someone would of got upset and took it the wrong way. Then someone would have came over to here to scream at me for being immature and posting drama. They would of said something like "you haven't changed! OMG you're a meanie head!" Then I would have yelled back "you either, because you're over here yelling at me. You're a manie head! Aghhhh!!!" Then they will be a collected headdesk, because it'll be dumbest argument to date. Then we would we be like "OMG what were arguing about?" Then it would begin again. lol Somewhat of a summary of the last few years. As for what the whole point of this post...

http://themaresnest.wordpress.com/2012/10/28/jessamine-dianes-bed-of-roses-no-9/

I thought this was a interesting post and a blast from the past. I wasn't a fan of Jess at first, but I realize she was really a good person. To be honest we were all stupid and young back then. The drama was expected, so I don't think anyone should feel too bad about back then. (Well some shouldn't...*mumbles*)

I really do find it all funny now. Haha, I hope my name doesn't remind people of vomit. lol  That's what we called jumping to conclusions. Man, I was a brat back then. Again I'm sorry. xD  If anything, I just was really sorry to see Jess go, because she wasn't a bad person at all. I feel bad that drama caused her to leave. I'm glad we settled everything before she left though. We became even friends I think. I really wish her well. I think we both learned from our experiences back then. Heck, I'm still learning now. :)

And Mares! Hi. I remember the first time I laid on that blog. OMG this community has been through some crazy stuff. It's funny looking back. Just too bad not everyone has learned and better themselves. Oh well. I think I have. I think... ^_^;

Happy simming and much love to the good simmers of the past that added to our little community. We all should be committed! ;P

A Horrifying Pic Spam almost in time for Halloween!

zzzz...sims...zzz...*wakes up* 

I was sleepy earlier, but yeah I woke up. Did some work first and then push play on sims. Soo a late pic spam for Halloween! 

Be scared! 

Be very scared!

It's the newest pics of my SN household!

The Walking Dead: "Sick" and "Walk with me" ep thoughts

Break time from school work. lol Got A LOT thoughts since my last post. Decided to do the two recent ep's in one post. 

Spoilers Alert!!! Do not read pass this point!

Trick or Treat? Smell my feet. Give me something good to eat!

Happy Halloween!!!!

Ugh I'm dreading going to school. These 2 days of dealing with the hurricane weather and schools being shut down has made me one lazy person. Plus I got hooked on Harvest Moon again. -_-  

Tomorrow/later today if I don't get too extremely lazy and tired, Halloween inspired post. One Walking Dead one and a possible simming one.

Ugh if I had more time I would post something now, but bed time. Stay safe doing this frightening holiday. Night.

The new patch and Seasons is almost here! :D

Well I can't get Origin to connect to my launcher and I'm not going lie, I want the new patch really bad. D: Luckily Twallan's mods haven't been updated yet, so that's a excuse to wait it out and stop whining. 

2nd I saw this pic under the News tabs and I died of excitement. OMG!!!

I hope it looks almost as good as this. :)

Anywhoo the new patch is under the new tabs as well. Swimming in the ocean, an attraction system, and a diving board are added with the patch. *sobs* It probably f** up my game, but I want it...

Hmm..I still got it. Doing random stuff :)

Once upon a time before the internet became a daily activity for me and Sims came into my life, I use to draw. Ranging from doodles, tracings, and just random stuff. Things I would mainly draw were Garfield the cat, butterflies, and flowers. Was pretty damn good at stuff like that, but I sucked majorly at drawing anime. Pissed me off I could not draw a decent anime character! Eventually after taking useless art in High school, I stopped and got bored with drawing all together. Fast forward today where I decided to draw, because I was bored and fighting sleep. And loookie....

The guy at the bottom is my favorite. Hehe I never drew an anime guy that good before. :)

Now I'll leave you with the latest pic of my Roxie, my doggie. Little rotten fur ball. xD

I have more pics, but I just took this mins ago. ;)

I forgot how sucky it was to get new glasses and lenses

It's sucks ALOT! I got new glasses Thursday and I've had a headache for two days now. It going take a few days for my eyes to get use to the changes, but still it sucks! >_> Then I have the additional suckiness of having an ear ache from the glasses rubbing one side and not being adjusted right. Plastic frames looks great, but damn are they f'ing annoying to get just right on my face. Agh!!!! I want my old glasses back. :/

I have work to do too, but I'm going to chill out with sims some time today. Once I get my glasses readjusted again, I'm going to do algebra real quick and work on research for my other two classes, then sims. Well that's the order I plan on going with if I don't get too lazy to do the hard part. xD I just hope I get a break from this migraine and ear ache. Yesterday with school added in was unbearable. Even my neck hurt. :S

Sims 3: 70s 80s & 90s SP *cough cough decades* Thoughts...

http://www.simprograms.com/43334/the-sims-3-70s-80s-90s-stuff-pack/

I saw this some weeks ago while looking at the forums index. I was like "oh neat a new section!" lol I haven't see many pics, but as cheesy as it sounds....I kind of, sorta want it...

If  they do it right, I want the 80s and 90s stuff for my rocker sims. This may all to due to me wanting new stuff with Seasons coming out soon, but I'm a sucker for grunge and glam rock clothing! 70's not so much, but we do need another good afro though. The hair will also be tempting! Agh! Once they release more pics, I can make up mind. I usually don't buy stuff packs, but I'm interested. Figures I would pick the cheesiest one to be interested in. xP

To add it should of been called decades instead. Oh well.

Fugly new look for the officials?

...it's ugly. I think the banner makes it worse. I actually like the background for it's scenery, but the banner is hideous! And it all together is bleh. Kill it with fire!!!!

P.S. Scroll down. The bottom is just as bad. Ew.

Ugh I need more cowbell...I mean Sims!

Agh I'm sorry I've been lacking in the posting department when it comes to posting simming stuff. :( I did play a little, but it's not enough pics to post. I moved my favorite simming band to Lucky Palms and moved into a lovely little house made by the amazing Wibs. Brought them instruments and decorated, but that's about it. Nothing too interesting. If I get some time this week, I'll play more and post some pics.

As for the forums, I haven't been paying much attention to it. Sims and modeling are the only forums I  lurk or have time to lurk in this case. I'm surprise I'm still getting my pics done for Ninja's comp.

So just letting you know, this isn't Vid School and Walking Dead lair. lol Or comp pic lair. I'm just trying keep things lively with my random school post, WD post. comp pic post. At least the comp pics are sim related though. xD

I might make a small WD post, because tonight was awesome!!! I'm officially on team Rick now! Even my father watched it with me this time. He liked it as I knew he would. lol

But once I get stuff straightened out with my Speech communication teacher, I'll have a little time to breathe and relax hopefully. Math is all caught up. I did the homework and a test this weekend. Got a 80 something with 24 out of 28 on the test. My English midterm is this week and once that's done I have paper due on the 10th of November. My main concern is Speech communication and my English Midterm right now.  Bare with me. If I have time tomorrow, I might pop in to goof off and play. We'll see.

I'll leave you with a preview of my band in Lucky Palms. :)

Goodnight.

† Vampire Immortality † CONTRACT- 9 Pic + Story

The Masquerade

“I am the walking dead heartbreaker ..my apologies.” I said to her as we waltz. She laughed thinking nothing of it, but I knew what I had come here for. If she only knew I indeed wore a mask to this masquerade party. I wore the smile of gentlemen, but the hunger of a wolf underneath this cleverly designed disguise. I fit right in with rest of these morbid faces.

“The taste of fresh blood…pushes me on.” The pursuit of making her life source mines was all I wanted. We dance like lovers, but my insides screamed for her blood. Trapped in this vicious cycle…. in a prison full of death, I fit right in with these hideous mask. I don’t know how she couldn't see the horror right around her, but all she saw was the light. All I saw was the darkness.

“I used to be golden… a saint in a time of sorrow.” Hard to believe, but I was once like her. I was once a boy with hopes and dreams. I saw goodness and beauty in everything, but now I paint a different picture. I’m no longer a child of the sun, but the bringer of death. “You'll never see what I see,” I said to her sadly as we waltz one last time. She looked at me with wonder. I looked right through her feeling nothing and then we heard the screams.

I turned to Victor and we both smiled. Blood spilled all over ballroom floor and I knew she understood now. She looked around to see the real monsters had indeed came out. She was in my world now. A single tear came running down her cheek and I knew I had to kill again. Heck, the whole room cheered for it. Was this a dream? I didn't know and I didn't bother to find out.

Decided to do it early while I had the time. I'm first posting actually, so I'm nervous to see the rest. I really can't believe I'm still in this with the little time I get, but so far I'm doing it. Didn't rush this time either. :) Click read more for the lyrics it's based off of....

OMG OMG!!!! I got a B on my paper!!!!

So today my school got everything in order from the drop issue and put my classes back up online. I can now view announcements and my grades again. They had literally took my classes down as if I had really dropped out. -_- Anyway, I've been avoiding looking at my paper grade for a few days now (before the drop/payment mess came about) and I decided to look today while I was making sure everything was back. Then I fell out my chair onto the floor, screamed, and ran around the house like a crazy woman. Dead serious. Yes, folks it's only my 2nd paper and I got a B!!!!!!

This is an interesting paper on either the harmful or beneficial image of celebrities on the youth. You have enough examples to mold this paper, satisfying the exemplification assignment. Errors include misplaced punctuation, wrong verb forms, pronoun shift, and subject and verb agreement. A grade of B <------

Tsubaki, 10/13/12

I can't stop smiling! I'm speechless! I...I can't even...I'm in shock!!! I wanted cry I'm so happy! After this hellish week, this just makes up for everything! I thought I was going get a F or maybe a D.  Not only didn't get a grade like that, but I went up a grade. It was so last min too! OMG, this means so much to me. Really...I got a little teary eye. I had so little confidence in this paper and my ability in this class. Wow....

And yes next time my paper will be a little early I hope, so I can get some help on the grammar and punctuation with the online tutor. I'm a little rusty in that area. Oh well, I'll take that B. Hell yes! :P

Best phone call ever! Back to class!

Ahhhhhh I'm so happy! I felt like my life was partially ruined for 2 days now! I've been in a depressed stupor ever since Tuesday. Some of you might could tell from my chat box and such. So now that everything is all good and dandy now, I'll say it.

I was little late with my first payment for college and they dropped all my classes! To be honest with you I thought the payment wasn't due till this month and I didn't take it serious really. I had the money, but I didn't really even look at my payment sheet. Then I went to go pay it Tuesday and they told me they had dropped all 3 of my classes. Said it was no way of getting them back either and I would have to wait for the next year I think. I even had to pay the whole big bill still for all 3 semesters, so I was like "WTF"? They did this to over a 100 student for late payments though, so I wasn't the only dummy. Still I freaked out and my grandmother was upset. I was like "I did all this and I have to start over again next year?! Then I have to pay all of the money too?!" *dies*

I even felt embarrassed to show my face here. I made such a big f'ing deal about going to school, I was like how the hell am I going explain this one. Now I'm back sitting in the house doing nothing! *dies again*

Well I just got call and they told me everyone can come to class tomorrow. They gave me till the end of the month to pay the whole big bill, but I'm paying that crap tomorrow! OMG you don't know how happy that made me just now. LOL I guess it empty in there if it was over a 100. (told me the amount on the phone) xD

Agh now I have to play catch up and figure out how the heck I'm going do my speech since it was today. :/ Oh well, I learned my lesson. Next year I'm paying the whole thing as soon as I get in there. 0_o

P.S. I did get something done while I was out. My new glasses should be here next week. Excited. :D

The Walking Dead S3 Ep 1 "Seed" Thoughts....

I'm so happy it's back. Quite an interesting opening...

Major Spoilers alert!!! Do not pass this point....

All I have to say is mother freaking epic Walking Dead is back on tomorrow!!!

Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Am I excited?! Hell yes!!!! I totally forgot about the exact date and nearly lost my mind when I saw tomorrow is the premiere of Season 3. F*** yeah!

Crap I'm wanting see this season:

-Rick loses his mind and grows some balls! It's a Ricktorship!!!

-Michonne isn't too over the top, but still badass!

-Lori has a zombie baby and dies! (kidding..slightly lol)

-Shane comes back from the dead. (lol not going happen I know)

-Merle's racist ass gets killed in very bloody death. (I hate him seriously.)

-Morgan and his son join the group. (I miss them.)

-More zombies!

-And we get more interesting people to join the group. Shane isn't around to cause drama and we need more drama other than this baby stuff.

That is all! *jumps up and down* 

Me and my father are going be fighting over the tv this Sunday. lol

P.S. Gotta get back in CAS recreating them. I know I totally slacked off and forgot. D: Also watch out for my thoughts on the premiere.

† Vampire Immortality † CONTRACT- 8 Pic, Story, and Scores!

Yep I got lazy and put it in all in one post.....

3rd- vid & henry - 908

Under The Moonlight

With my visions of spirits still plaguing me daily, my maker suggested I take a walk one night. I could tell by the strain in his voice, that he didn't have the patience to deal with me. So I did as he said and went for a walk. At first I couldn't relax one bit as I had been on edge all that evening, but I felt myself relax as I made my way through what looked like a forest clearing. My mind cleared instantly looking upon the beautiful scenery.

For once I felt free and alive as I tracked through it’s rugged trails. With no ghost in sight, it seemed like this walk may have actually been a good suggestion and I enjoyed the solitude. It was only when I began to walk back, it felt like my senses were on fire. The pain unbearable, I stopped in my tracks trying to make sense of it. I had fed only hours ago, so I thought this feeling couldn't be the need to feed.

Then through my confusion and fear, I saw it. I saw a full moon was in the sky and I felt it’s presence had something to do with this. I closed my eyes trying to focus, but it was no use. Hearing and feeling something near by broke what little concentration I had. Something in the form of a human was near by. The blood pumping through their veins, their hearts beats, their voices, and even the smell of their blood filled my senses. I felt wild and uncontrollable all due the full moon that hung menacing in the sky.

Pics from my weird simming weekend! :D

OMG, it's been forever since I've played, but was so much fun!!! 

Also I just finished watching Dark Shadows with Johnny Depp and my family reminds me of that movie so much! So weird. Anyway...... 

Victor: Who the fairest of them all?

I know who my English teacher reminds of!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhiCFdWeQfA

OMG *dies of laughter* Like twins! I'm dead serious. I said this earlier to someone and seeing this clip again was like sitting in my English class. The only thing is my teacher is waaaayyy older, mumbles with an accent, reads from the book for the whole class. Haha he even saids "anyone" sometimes. Everyone is usually just sitting in a daze when he askes for feedback. Then he'll make a joke and laugh about it to himself. 

This man is going be the death of me! By the way, I look like the blond girl in the school jacket when he's talking saying "WTF...why am I here to hear him read a book to me? Someone please put me out my misery!!!" *yawns*"

I bust out laughing seeing this clip again though. Classic!!!

I don't even wanted talk about....

Well my weekend is turning out to be slightly sucky and that's putting it lightly.

Yesterday the table full of books and paper were cleaned off yesterday. That's wonderful and all, but my speech communication text book and notebook was there. So yes my speech communications and notes were thrown in the trash yesterday. I don't wanted talk about. I don't wanted think about it. I already had mini breakdown over it. I don't wanted talk about it. I just hope I can recover the notes and get into a better mood this weekend, because thinking about makes me wanted cry. I think I ran out of tears. I have the unlucky trait. Pages of notes and 88 dollars in the trash.....

That is all, because I feel the anger and frustration as I type this. I can't even....

P.S. Now that I type this, I think I'll spend the rest of the weekend trying to post something more happy and sim related.

Maybe some sims this weekend?

If I don't pass out from the exhaustion of this week, I might play sims for once and post pics. Maybe even some forum lurking. I can't promise you anything, because with it being weekend I'll liable to just crash and turn into a lazy blob. Going try to play my game though, because I do miss it.

I'm also going be doing another paper off and on. Gotta get a early start this time. Then I have a speech coming up. I have to do a speech on my family. Blah my family is boring (in a good way), so I don't know what to do. I'm up to date with my math homework. Maybe a little ahead. Sooooo I'm going focus on the writing and speech assignments inbetween sims.

Ohhhh and I got C on my 1st English paper! Thanks to Cat, I figured that out. lol :D

As for college itself, community college sucks for making friends so far. Everyone is too busy in a hurry or they already have a group of friends. Then you have the super serious people and old people. xD Not that I'm miss sociable myself with all my anxiety issues and with only 3 classes I guess that doesn't help either, but 1 good friend would be nice. Well I should probably be focusing on my studies anyway, but my social life is in the can in RL right now. Oh how I wish I could drag one to you to college when I feel lonely. Haha, whenever I get my smart phone working again with a new battery I'm so sneaking on here to say hi. :)

But sims sims sims! I wanted play so bad! I must play! Seasons will be coming soon!!! 0_0

I have a twitter! Tweet Tweet!

Update: https://twitter.com/VidzAngel

I was going make it a personal twitter, but being that I don't know anyone else with a twitter and I'm lonely at the moment looking at my wall...FOLLOW ME. It's cross between personal and simming.

I'll post something up as soon I finish up some homework. It probably consist of me moaning about college, ranting about pop culture, goofing off, and some sim stuff.

P.S. I always wanted a twitter. I tried it awhile back, but deleted it shortly after making it. I just wanted try to something different.

The Odd Couple Cycle 1 Finale Pic + Scores! So who won?

Not me. I got 2nd, but I'm still happy. Look how much I improved! :D

Arnie + Maggie by Pink - 54/60

Runner Up:

ColorMePink

Congrats Pink! You did a great job in this competition, and thank you for sharing your Maggie and Arnie's story with me!

OMG!!! I fix my blog template myself! HA!

Well it seems like it's fixed on my end. Is it for you? My template designer is still broken after almost a month. If I go back into template designer to fix anything, my shiny background will go bye bye again. So technically it's still broken. Blogger and EA should have lunch. I had a really long cursing rant about blogger BS technical team dealing with this, but I don't even feel like ranting anymore about it. Be wasting my time on a bunch of F'ing idiots.

Anyway, can you see my template? The pink and white one? I refuse to go into template designer to tweak anything. I wasted a hour of my life going back and forth getting it to work and fixing everything over again from default. I hope I fixed it. I have like major OCD when it comes to these things. Been driving me nuts! >_>

My English teacher is ancient and about that math text book....

So how is college? It started off as overwhelming, but I'm getting things done slowly. I did feel like I was going die of exhaustion yesterday as I spent most the day typing out my homework for speech communication. It's due Saturday, but I had a set plan to finish that yesterday and then get my English done for Saturday before 10pm. Everything is online now, so most my assignments are due on the weekend before certain times. Anyway, the old fart who teaches English forgot he had a class to teach Wednesday and he told us today we can ask for extension. Thank God!!! I was hoping he would do that. Now I can get some sleep and type it up with a fresh brain. Then turn everything in. :)

So why am I calling my English teacher a old fart? Because he is! He's freaking ancient!!! I saw him for the first time Monday and I was like wtf?! LOL I was really hoping he was filling in for the real teacher or he would be a really good teacher since he's been around. Not quite the case. I can't half understand what he's saying, because he mumbles his words and he has accent. It's not even really the accent, because I'm use to my math teacher accent already. He's just too f'ing old and mumbles a lot. Plus he's freaking boring! I never been bored in English till now. My math teacher is actually more entertaining then him. He's much nicer too.

† Vampire Immortality † CONTRACT- 7 Scores

Ahhhh my brain just exploded from the sheer awesomeness of getting 1st twice in a row! OMG!!!! 

1st- vid & henry - 814

Click here for the story. :)

2nd day of college: I'm stuck making speeches! Blah!

LOL Ok ok I went to a normal advisor today, because the guy who helped me with my classes last time was sucky and non-caring. First off he told me they weren't doing my major this year and confused the hell of me giving me speech communication. Speech communication is an mandatory class leading up to any major dealing with English. So yes people I do have the major I want, but I'm stuck with the speech crap. Agh!*sobs*

Anywhoo, the wonderful lady who helped me told me on a good path for the career choice I want and to keep to it. She also told me all the classes are full, so I can't change from 5 days to 3. To sum it up my lazy butt better deal with what I got, stop whining, and get to it. Ok, but I'm not done whining, because this blog is perfect for that. :P

Meh first day was alright I guess...

Blah I'm going try to sum this up. I have a major migraine and it's making me grumpy. You might can tell from this. :/

Despite pouring down rain, things went smoothly. I did get lost, but after asking 3 people I finally got to the actual room. Then when I got there, the teacher hadn't even showed up. Well she finally did appear and she couldn't even unlock the classroom at first. One of those key card locks. Then after waiting for another teacher to unlock it for her, we finally got to sit down.

Now she was a bit unorganized and confusing at times, but she was very nice. I just hate the class, which is my major. >_> It's nice for someone who likes to talk and is VERY outgoing, but that's not me. As much as I will try to talk someone ear off, I always end up being the listener. In rl, I'm quiet and reserved by nature. That's how I am. I did want to come out of my shell a little, but not like this. Public speaking is not for me!!!

Ahhh my first college class is Tuesday!

Sooo yeah that whole school thing is tomorrow aka Tuesday. 0_o  It's just the 1 class though luckily.

Not freaking out as much I was. I'm actually calm with a pinch nervousness and loads of excitement. Every so often I feel like scared out of my mind, but I'm trying not to think too deeply about it.

I spent part the weekend trying to decode my schedule. I literally had to decode the thing, because it was not easy to read! FFS can they spell out days and not give them special letters? For two days I thought TR meant just Thursday. The T actually means Tuesday and the R is Thursday. I would of missed my first day if I hadn't been reading it over the other night. That would of been slightly embarrassing, which is is the last thing I need. I already feel like a idiot for calling up and asking.

† Vampire Immortality † CONTRACT- 7 Pic + Story

On comp pic roll! Seriously, no more.*faints* (kidding)

Seeing Spirits

I thought I was simply going insane the night I saw her ghost, but something had awoken inside of me that night. Despite feeding and calming down as my maker suggested, I was still seeing spirits. They didn’t always show themselves to me in human form, but on lonely nights I was home alone I could feel their presences. Every so often furniture would even float and move about. I kept quiet about it at first, hoping whatever went wrong with my mind would be set right, but things got worse.

You see we moved again to a new home in France right near a graveyard. We got it dirt cheap as it was build on an old burial ground. At first things seem to go smoothly, but on the 2nd night of our stay there I began to see things again. What made it worse, these spirits even tried to communicate with me. It was then I told Victor, my maker in great detail what I had seen and as I expected he laughed in my face. He told vampires can’t see such things and my imagination had got the best of me. I tried everything to convince him, but I might as well had been talking to a wall whenever I mention the spirits.

Things grew quiet between us as time went on with the ghost visiting me frequently. They were days I would only see one or two, but then they were the days I would see 5 or more at a time. Even Victor would be sitting in the room reading when they visited on these days and from what I gather, he couldn’t see them. I pointed at them and even told them what they looked like, but this did nothing to prove my claims. He would shrug and ignore me completely opening another book. For sometime I didn’t even understand it myself, but Victor once told me long ago that we all had something that made us special and I guess this is what makes me special. Blessing or a curse, I guess this is what makes me different from the rest.

Click the pic to enlarge! Everything is last min! Even the story. lol I'm glad I waited though, because I like this way more then previous ideas I had for his special power.  Plus it fits my story more than some random power. Still nervous about this one, but that's every assignment. xP

The Odd Couple Cycle 1 Finale Pic + Story

I'm in a comp pic sharing mood! Pic is clickable. If you haven't already peeked, my finale pic for The Odd couples Cycle 1. I have no idea who's going win this, but it was an amazing competition. :)

A World Full of Pink

Arnie's POV

Time flew by after we got married. With promotions and graduations, we didn't have much time to think about having kids. It did cross our minds a few times, but we never thought about it till it actually happened. Finding out Maggie was pregnant was the most nerve wracking and joyous moment of my life. I couldn't believe I was going be a father, but after seeing Maggie's smiling face I knew I could do it. 

Now I'm living the life of a family man with two kids. Yes two! Two beautiful daughters at that and Maggie is pregnant again for a 3rd time! Anybody else head would be spinning, but after going through this twice, what's one more! I just hope it's a boy this time. Not that I don't love living in a world full of pink and unicorns, but a boy would be nice.

"Girls go to bed! This isn't a time to play!"

"No! You said we could paint your fingernails again."

*sigh* Ok ok,...but no glitter this time."

Maggie's POV
Haha, I love my family! Poor Arnie is such a pushover, but the kids just love him. He's the perfect dad.

When I found out I was pregnant with our first daughter, I ran around the house like a crazy woman trying to figure out what to do. I just couldn't imagine us being parents. I cried my eyes out telling Arnie the nerve wracking and joyous news. He was really shocked at first, but he took it really well. I think deep down in his heart, he really wanted to be a dad. Now I can't imagine us not being parents. Having another one was a no brainier and now I'm pregnant with the 3rd. It's kind of crazy how our lives have changed. They grow up so fast too. I just hope this one is a boy, so Arnie can have a son. He's such a push over with the girls.

"Ugh now can you go to bed?"

"No not yet Daddy!"

"Ugh.."

*sigh* "I love my family. Honey you need some help?"