Saturday, June 20, 2015

Stop pissing all over my photoshoot!

Well before the final product, I had this fun little outake!
Um excuse me?!
 Ewwww!!!!! Couldn't you have held that in?
Lesson leaned! Do not turn werewolf models into werewolves in front of everyone and make sure your models don't need to tinkle. -_-

Friday, June 19, 2015

Senior High Cycle 3: Underworld Campus - A9/Semi Finale Scores

Note: Forgot to add my story to the end of my last post for this, but I fixed that. Story at the end of this too. 

A9: Senior Prom Gone Wrong
Yay! 2nd! Editing the lighting in this photo was a pain. xD

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Telltale The Walking Dead: Michonne game!!!!

Meh I kind of like that the game doesn't have the comic characters (well that I know of) or tv characters. But....

Ok, now I'm done blogging...for now. I needed to get that outta my system. :P

My reaction to the Game of Thrones S5 Finale

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Senior High Cycle 3: The Underworld Campus - A8 Scores (Oops! Added Story!)

A8: Class Presentation
I still can't believe I got 1st! I was such a mess when doing this.

I said soon, but I kinda took my break early. Sorry about that. -_-

Not much to update on. I took my break earlier than expected. Right after my last post I had a really rough 2 days, so I guess it's good I did. I'm better.... for now, but I'm trying to remain stress free. Hasn't been easy. -_-

I got my insurance card in the mail yesterday, so that's one step in the right direction for once.

Meanwhile, I've went back to Harvest Moon ANB to ease some of my stress and I'm still having mindless fun with GTA 5. I think I'm getting closer to the end of GTA 5 actually. I'm so invested in Trevor and Micheal. It going hurt to see it end. >_< Next month for my birthday though I should be getting Story of the Seasons (another newer Harvest Moon basically) and Telltale's Game of Thrones. I was planning to buy ep 1 of the game on the release date, but I knew I would blow right through it in a matter of mins. I would rather have all of them at once. By time July rolls around, they should have 5 out of the 6 eps available for download. I'm also getting Ace Attorney: Dual Destines. The only game I don't own out of the series. I got wifi fixed/hooked up in my house, so I can buy games from the nintendo network on my 3DS now. :D

With wifi I can play online with others too, but I'm not really interested in doing that right now. I might try it for stuff like Harvest Moon and maybe GTA 5, but I don't really have a game I'm dying to play online with a bunch of strangers. Not even Destiny, which I tried. I don't get the hype.

Anyway, I'm going post scores for the comps I'm still in as promised. Hope you don't mind. :P

P.S. Thank you all for your kind words. *virtual hugs* to you all! :)

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Taking a break from blogging and all things Sims soon...

I just don't have the patience for it anymore and I haven't had the desire to play in quite awhile. It almost feel like a job to play the game, because I always have to fix something and the littlest thing irritate me now. Even competitions are becoming a chore for me. I'm really struggling to be creative. They use to be great distractions when I wasn't feeling well, but they even stress me out now.

My health has dampened my enthusiasm for a lot things. I've gotten to the point that it's hard for me to keep up any sort of a social life. Even here. I'm just so f'ing tired and moody, I feel like a walking time bomb. I don't feel like myself most days. I would like think it's all in my head, but it's not and I literally have every symptom of the disorder that's causing this. I'm to the point that yeah I'm having unsettling thoughts during the weeks I suffer the most. I don't like to admit it, but I do.

If you like to know what that disorder, feel free to ask. I just don't think it's appropriate to post it here.

Since it's not exactly something I can talk about to my father (might have to someday) or any guy in that matter, my grandmother is the only person I'm able to talk to. She's the only female who seems to give s**t about me. My aunt doesn't visit and can't even bother to wish me happy birthday anymore, so I really don't give crap about her. I haven't even seen that woman face to face in 3 years and she lives in the same city as me!!! If it wasn't for my grandmother who still communicates with her over the phone, I would go tell her to f*** herself. Heck, even if she was around I wouldn't trust her, because all she does is gossip and she would be f'ing pleased to hear about anything negative regarding me I'm sure. Even my cousins are jealous cows! Most of them are too screwed up with their own messes to bother with anyway. So what I'm getting is that I literally have 4 family members left who give a crap. Well 2 of them definitely do. I feel very alone, because of this. It makes me miss my mom and grandfather. I get so sad thinking about them. It just isn't fair. I just feel like that's theirs barely anyone around who care about me.

Then there's just the fact that this disorder isn't taken seriously. It took forever for my grandmother to be convince I wasn't f'ing acting out or being over dramatic.

I don't even know if anyone is still reading this blog besides a few, but I won't be updating this blog anymore till I feel better and decide to start simming again. I'll finish out my comps and post about those, but that's all I can muster up now.

While I still do have good days, I would like to spend those days out and about as it is summer. I've been to the movies and circus so far. Next will be the zoo.

As for going to the doctor, obamacare screwed up and let my insurance expired without notice. F'ing lovely since I would really liked to have went last week when I am at my worse! Now I gotta wait 3 weeks!!! Probably won't be experiencing any symptoms when I go, because that's how it all goes every freaking time. >_>

But yeah I might disappear for a min. Not completely, but I just need a break. I'll finish my comps and maybe upload some sims, but I'm taking a break. A really long one till things are better. I would waited to post this, but I wanted to warn those who are still here since I've been MIA a lot anyway and I needed to vent I guess. I hope you all understand. I'm sorry. :(
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