OMG I love you all! I haven't even been updating frequently and I got 200000 hits? Is that even right? Seriously is it? Well if it is, squee!!!!! I'm so happy! I'm really glad you still <3 my blog and you're still reading. Thank you guys so much! I want to hug you all, so take this....
And more post to come as I will be going on a simming and forums binge! :P
P.S. And yes my blog template is playing tricks with me again. Grrr...I'll fix. >_<
Ahhhhhhhhh! I'm done stressing! I did my test today and I did good! Hell yeahz!!! :D
I got a college level English class and I don't have to take reading classes at all, because I got super high marks on that part of the test!
I thought I was going totally flunk and screw up everything. I still have a few brain cells left for this stuff. LOL *dances* Now I f'd up on the math part, but the math section was only 12 questions and none of them look like what I studied. >_< Ah well I don't mind taking algebra over. I actually liked it in high school. Well had an awesome teacher, which was really helpful. Hopefully my algebra teacher this year is just as nice.
I had made another grave mistake visiting the graves of my love ones. The past I spent so many years running from had caught up to me. The guilt, the anger, and fear came flooding back as I left their graves. I felt the thirst of an immortal, but the anguish of a human. It was maddening to say the least.
I walk the streets aimlessly for some time before going back to my maker. I locked myself up in one of the rooms and laid upon the bed in complete darkness wanting nothing more for the pain to go away. For a few days, things went on like this and I refuse to feed. I couldn’t bare the thought of taking another life. Even Victor began to worry; pleading for me to feed just once as he warned me the lack of blood could cause insanity and possibly death.
Ignoring Victor’s pleas completely though, I closed my eyes again hoping to fall back into a peaceful slumber when I heard moans. My eyes shot open seeing nothing at first, but as I looked towards the floor, I saw a noose. I frowned thinking it was nothing more than a cruel joke set up by my immortal teacher, but then I heard the moans again and the doors to the patio doors flew open. Well I had lied when I said I never saw Eleanor again, because what stood before me that night was her ghost grabbing at her neck. Looking at the noose, I asked myself is this real or am I really going insane?
Confident about the story, but super nervous about the picture. Overall I'm pretty pleased with it, but I'm worry about the judges thoughts on it. >_<
I'm free!!!! I've had a hellish week full of tears, anger, stress, but I did it!!! Well I have one more thing to do and I'm like in. What am I talking about? I really hope I'm not jumping the gun, but I've signed up for community college!!! Dead serious this time. I kept saying I was going do it, but then I would chicken out. Then when I originally planned to do it, my grandfather got sick and it just too messy of a time to run off to college then. *sigh* Well it's never to late to better yourself and continue your education. Would of like to have done it sooner, but I'm hoping the maturity I've gain will help and I'll become even more mature through this. I'm scared as heck though.
Apologies for disappearing again. I've had quite a busy weekend and week so far. Things that have happen at this point...
1.) I might need a new computer soon. I'm out of space for RAM and can't upgrade this computer any more than how it is now. Sooo I'll will be joining the crowd who computer may explode with Seasons and Supernatural. I guess I have to wait and see. Hate to buy another one.
2.) I feel like I've been all over the city for a new pair of glasses. All the eyeglasses places have moved far away from me. Correction, all the good eyeglasses places have moved far away from me. Then the one place I went to, cheated me out of money for an eye exam. Then none of the glasses are my style. I have a small face and squarish glasses are not cute on me! So I'm on the hunt for that, but I really do hate the glasses I have now and just can't seem to get rid of them. >_>
3.) I refuse to go another Fall, Winter, Year without some type focus in my life. I will talk more about that in the up coming days as I feel like I might jinx it. lol Turning a year older has really gave me a needed swift kick in the butt to get off my lazy ass. I'm just hoping it works out.
4.) I need to get my butt back on wii fit and stop sitting on my ass all day. Not fat, but I see some areas that need improvement. It's pissing me off to be honest. I guess I'll have my dog chase me around the house with my wii remote again. lol In all seriousness, I'm hoping becoming more active will help.
So yeah that's about it. The rest are rants about RL crap. Nothing to interesting. Blog wise, I did fix my banner at the top of this blog. Photobucket has been pissing me off lately. They even drove me to imageshack for comp pics. Just letting you know I'm alive and well if you were wondering.
I deleted 71 things!!! All clothing and accessories! Then I deleted about 5 or 6 things from my launcher. I have one more thing left to delete and I'm done for the night. I took a quick look in CAS and the sims I've made seem to be intact for the most part. Will check again, but if I do put anything back it won't be anything near the number I deleted! WTF was I doing with all that stuff? No wonder CAS was so sluggish. >_>
Also I will be taking my computer in to get more RAM installed on it this weekend. I don't trust myself doing it, so I'll let the pros handle it. xD
And yep I'm getting prepared for Supernatural and Seasons. Plus I've been meaning to do these things for awhile now anyway.
Years seemed like days and time flew by me in a flash. I was living a totally different life from my human one. I found myself wanting nothing more to stay in this new dark world Victor, my maker had created for me. I even developed a friendship with him, as I grew to admire him rather than resent him. The relationships and friendships of my human past were the ones resented now. In truth, I began to feel like my human life never existed.
It was an article in the newspaper that forced me to look back at the life I had left. My once well-known wealthy family had made the paper and it was then the guilt came flooding back. The pain of loss pierced my heat again, as I found out my father and sister had passed. I didn’t know what to think at the time, but I convinced Victor to go back to my homeland, England. Again I would break the rule of never going back, but I had to.
The paper said my father had died looking for me and my sister had took her own life after my disappearance. As I stood before their graves, I realized that I had became the devil my sister screamed about so many nights before. That my fatal flaw in these god like powers was death himself will never have my soul, but everyone I ever come in contact will meet their end. Death will always follow me like a shadow. I know that now, but I will always have these feelings of guilt because of it.
I don't even wanted go into a long explanation on this one. I'm glad I'm done and it's over! It took forever! Plus it wasn't easy! I'm not sure what place I'm going get on this one. I guess you can say his flaw is that he will always feel guilty about all the pain and loss he causes despite being part of his nature now. I totally stole that from Interview's Louis, but oh well. xD
Cracking up right now. I just got a warning for hijacking a thread. The warning literally said I hijacked threads. I guess I should be upset and glad I didn't get banned, but bwhahaha really EA? The one thread in question was a useless troll thread anyway and would have turned into a flame war. It was going the off topic route as well I'm sure. I just helped make it a funny useless thread. Didn't even last long. It's not like I post much these days anyway. Now I'm a thread hijacker! lol
Something told me to stop when I had a chance. Well watch out yall thread hijacker coming through!!!
My choice purchase wise is both of course, but I'm more excited about Seasons than Supernatural now. Shocking since I'm a total geek for supernatural stuff and Seasons wasn't my first choice in dream eps. I haven't even thought much about Supernatural since hearing about Seasons. Then the Supernatural chat sucked compare to the Seasons one. I'm just more pumped about Seasons. I seriously can't stop talking about it. My family probably wants me to shut up, but I MUST HAVE IT! Just reading manga today, made me think how cool would rain look in the game. All the best anime have rain scenes. xD Then they added romance like slow dancing, love letters, and online dating. OMG I want it so freaking bad! I've been dying for more romance! Then they added other epicness like snowboarding, swimming in the ocean, and skating. Am I freaking dreaming? I shall be over here dying till November. Now I do want Supernatural for Werewolves and Zombies, but I really can't get over Seasons right now. It just seems like it's packed with so much stuff compare to Supernatural! Now maybe my passion for SN will be rekindled when Walking Dead comes back in October, but ahhhh Seasons. Beyond giddy and I don't do giddy! EA bring it out now!
P.S. Just had a thought. Is it me or does Seasons have an Harvest Moon feel with all this talk of festivals and special days? :P
The world is so pretty, it inspired all 3 of my pictures for the semi finale of the Odd Couples! I can't believed I finished 3 pictures in one night. 0_o
With our pushy friends out of the picture, me and Arnie were finally able to get some time together as newlyweds. Things did start off kind of boring when Arnie went golfting...*yawn*, but things liven up when I chose the next place!
Haha, I really don't get why Arnie was so afraid. The rock wall was awesome! It's too bad he fainted before getting his turn.
But after the rock wall and Arnie sudden nap, we decided to go down to the beach near by. We took a nice little swim and order some drinks. Now this is a honeymoon!