Friday, September 21, 2018

Telltale Games UPDATE/RUMOR: Walking Dead to remain unfinished. Ends ep 2?

Nope. This is a bad dream. I won't believe it. I hope this isn't true. If so, I hope people can get a refund on their season passes. I'm sure glad I waited. Yikes.

RIP TellTale Games! It's over and Wolf Among Season 2 canceled! I'm in mourning!

I've been so excited for Wolf Among Us Season 2. I waited for years! YEARS!!! Now it's fucking canceled. Not only that I will never get to play or see Batman Season 3. I even liked Game of Thrones ok and that's donezo too. Literally, no more games from them. One of my favorite gaming companies is gone. I'm heartbroken! Devastated! I actually got teary eyed. This is worse than the time Capcom fucked up and didn't localize AA Investigations 2. Not only us gamers lose out, but the people working there lose their jobs also. This is awful. Awful!

At least they plan on finishing the Walking Dead series, but with a skeleton crew, I worry that it will be rushed and not a fitting end to the series. 

This is just fucking horrible. I can't even right now. All the time I've put into completing these games and now I will never get to see the results of my choices or see the ending of these beloved characters. Just when they were getting better too. Ugh. This literally ruined my day. Maybe week. So freaking sad. *sigh*

I'll miss you, Bigby! I'll miss you Bats and Cats! *cries*

Saturday, September 15, 2018

Caught on Candid Camera- Scenario 3

1ST PLACE..again! Wooo!

Assignment - Scenario 3
Model: Nicole Riley & Malcolm Payne with random
Scenario 3 summed up by me- Have your sim catch their lover cheating. 

Nicole: Malcolm! Your secretary?!
Malcolm: I..It's not what it looks like! She came on to me!
Nicole: I can't even look at you right now. I baked you a pie. Tonight was supposed to be special!

Bad Boys & Broads (named changed): Round 3 Pic & Scores

🔮 ROUND 3 - Gypsy Pair 🔮
Come one! Come all! For just $ $10 we can predict your future. No refunds though. Drew means it.

I did better than I thought, so yay.

Sunday, August 26, 2018

Bad Boys & Biatches: Round 2 Pic & Scores

🦇 ROUND 2 ~  Vampire Pair 🦇

Caught on Candid Camera- Scenario 2


Assignment - Scenario 2
Model: Malcolm Payne
Scenario 2 summed up by me- Show your model kicking ass in a sport!

Friday, August 17, 2018

Beginning of the End. My Time in the Sim Community.

It's crazy. I wrote this post in 2017. A year ago. I've since adapted for this year and this time of my life, but it still reads the same and is eerily similar to my current thoughts. I guess it's time to finally unleash this on the simming world.

Ok, so this has been coming for a while now.  I've come to a decision that I'll be leaving the sims community very soon. It has become more of a chore than a stress reliever for me. Dragging myself on here sometimes is work. More work than fun really. Don't get me wrong I still love the game, but I've spent ridiculous amounts of time devoting my life to it and the community. I really started to notice it in 2016 before I wrote this. Maybe even as early as 2015, but this is waaaaaayyyy overdue obviously. I started this blog 8 years ago. I believe I was 21 at the time (fuck math). I had just turned 20 when I joined the community, so that's 9 years. Anyway, that's a long time. I've been on various forums/communities and I never stuck around long enough on any of them to make any friends like I've had here. So the sim community is something special to me.

Now I must say I'm not entirely done just yet as I plan to finish some things I've started. I want to have somewhat of a conclusion to my story, Dead on Arrival and I want to finish any competitions I'm in. I really don't like things unfinished. It feels wrong and I owe you. So within the next months, I'll be slowly clearing off my plate and taking time to finish those things at best I can. Even so, I will be around less and less as time goes on. It's not easy to consider that even, but my interest has shifted to more important things. Going back to school for a Vet tech degree, family, and my lack of a social life. It would also be nice to not have to stress about sim modeling, my editing skills, my few simblr likes, and having to post stuff just for the heck of it. lol I have enough anxiety as is and it's really not fun with my health issues sometimes.

Nevertheless, it's been a fun ride. A highly addicting ride. Sometimes stressful. Sometimes a roller coaster of feelings.  Good, bad, in between. This blog has helped me with my depression. It has helped me cope with the death of my grandfather and even my aunt. The community has helped me when I felt unbearable loneliness. You all made me realize I'm likable and worthy of love when I lost hope that those things were impossible for me. You were even there when my dad and my dog got sick. Soooo yeah I'm grateful of the influence and love you all brought to my life. I appreciate every one of you.

I felt like I've been letting you down recently with my absent of lately though, so I'm pretty confident I'm making the right decision. I've put it off for too long. I'm sorry. I really felt obligated to post here and on tumblr every day, because of you all actually though. Um...I guess you can say I didn't want to let anyone down, but I've done a bang-up job of doing just that huh? Ugh. I'm sorry. I wish I had done this sooner.

I also feel like the community has also changed A LOT. Sims 4 has taken over. Not a bad thing, but it's not a game I'm interested in. Then simblr and sim discord became a thing. I almost don't know how to navigate it all. Either that or I don't have the patience to deal with it. lol It also seems more clique-ish outside the officials, so that sorta sucks. Especially, when you're on the outside looking in. 😅 The community has become completely unrecognizable due to a lot of people leaving too. There's one person in particular that went MIA. Last, I checked they were gravely ill. I wouldn't be surprised if they passed away. It's been too long to check. Frankly, I was afraid to check. I really hope I'm wrong and if not I hope her family finds peace. I think about them often. I think about a lot of you often. I hope all is well with everyone I've called friends here. Even ex-friends. Life is really too short.

Sooo my blog will remain active somewhat for a minute as I finish up comps and post Dead on Arrival stuff. I've thought about deleting it, but I'll keep it up. My Tumblr is a toss-up, but I guess I'll keep that up too. As for Simmetry Design, I handed over the keys already and I feel like it's in good hands. Hopefully, it can make a comeback. 

So to recap, I'm basically clearing my plate for actual life. I thought about this for months. Maybe years. I've cried about it. I erased drafts talking about it. Now I'm fully prepared to accept it. I'm sure some of you will be disappointed. I'm sure some of you will be happy. Some of you may not even care. Either way, it's been a pleasure. Thanks for everything. I'm not going to say goodbye, because it's not goodbye yet. When that end comes I'll be sure to say goodbye, but it's like the beginning of my title said: "The beginning of the end." 💗

P.S. I shall be making announcements on Tumblr and sims 4 & modeling soon. Felt it was more appropriate to post it here first, since this is where it all started. 

Bad Boys & Biatches: Round 1 Pic & Scores

I entered this because Jen (the host) said my pics inspired her to make this so I couldn't resist.

Meet Jade Scott and again, Drew Kelly.

🏍 ROUND 1 ~ Biker Couple 🏍

Caught on Candid Camera- Scenario 1

Assignment - Scenario 1
Model: Jade Scott
Scenario 1 summed up by me- Your sim has ran out of money and is down to one outfit. She/he has resorted to stealing. Unfortunately, your sim sucks at stealing and get caught. 
*sings* 🎶 Old school posing. Waiting around in-gammmmeeeeee!🎵

I forgot how sucky it was without custom poses. Remember, we're not allowed to use them for this comp? Well, I'm amazed I got this. 👍

Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Caught on Candid Camera- Mock

*New comp! All the backgrounds have to be in-game and no created poses*

Assignment - Mock
Model: Nicole Riley
Mock Scenario summed up by me- Gardening and Smokey the cat is hanging around for food. He's hungry!

Kinda blah, but not bad. Still getting the feel of this comp and well, my cat kept wandering off. 😒

Wednesday, July 25, 2018

Sophisticated Man- Finale Scores (Got 2nd...)

Overall Finale Scores- 2ND/Runner Up

1ST for just the Final Round
Final - Leather and Fur

So I won and then I didn't win. Woo!!!

Sophisticated Man- A6 & Scores

Assignment 6 - Black and White full or 3/4 editorial
Model: Malcolm Payne
I refuse to hear the words, "it's not sophisticated enough." lol 

Saturday, July 21, 2018

I build a house that actually works and isn't a box!

See Malcolm likes it.

Should I upload it? It has a few pieces of cc, but nothing major. It's really nice. I was sorta inspired by the color scheme of my own house. Our dining and living room especially. Really happy with it. 

Who dis? Got a new phone.

Got a new phone for my bday. Like finally! It's the rose color version and I got a glittery clear case over it. It's so girly and perfect. 😍

It also has a built-in filters, so prepare to be spammed with stupid pics like this.

Thursday, July 12, 2018

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

Sophisticated Man- A5 & Scores

Assignment 5 - Jeans, Jeans, Jeans
Model: Malcolm Payne

I was expecting a lower score with this being last minute again, so yay! 👍

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Sophisticated Man- A4 & Scores

Assignment 4 - Classy Casuals
Model: Malcolm Payne
Eh, not bad. Scored higher than I expected. 

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Nooo!!! Not Jon Snow!

I'm so happy...

He was supposed to marry me!!! Dammit!!! You know nothing Kit Harrington!

*sobs into keyboard*

Monday, June 18, 2018

Sophisticated Man- A3 & Scores

Assignment 3-  Hats and Jackets
Model: Malcolm Payne
Still sexy in 3rd. Last min sexiness. Despite the minor mistakes, I like this pic.👍 

Thursday, June 14, 2018

Sophisticated Man- A2 & Scores

Assignment 2-  Suave Suits
Model: Malcolm Payne
♪ bow chicka wow wow  ♫ 
Here to melt your panties with 3rd place sexiness!  

Sophisticated Style (Seasons) - A6 & Scores

A6- Denim Does It!
Model: Jasmine Lee
Ewwwwww! Don't look. I don't like! Burn it with fire! (jk) Wasn't surprised I was eliminated. It's seriously last min dog poo! lol 💩💩💩

Sophisticated Style (Seasons) - A5 & Scores

A5- Spring Pants-A-Plenty
Model: Jasmine Lee
Not what I envisioned, but I got 3rd.

Monday, June 11, 2018

Dead On Arrival~ Chapter 24: From One Hell to Another (Part 3)

Warning: Gore and Strong language.

Chapter 24: From One Hell to Another (Part 3)
Mark was nowhere in sight now leaving the two of us. Two broken souls alone in Toyland with the mutilated body of David Sharpe staring back at us. It took everything in me not to puke or scream. As I stood there trying to make the room stop spinning and my mind from going mad, I saw Audrey retreat to the other side of the room staring out the window. She sat down seeming oddly calm.

Thursday, May 31, 2018

Dead On Arrival~ Chapter 24: From One Hell to Another (Part 2)

Warning: Gore and Strong language.

Chapter 24: From One Hell to Another (Part 2)
What is going on?” I repeated inching closer to the pair. “I don’t know what happen just now, but we all need to calm down before someone gets hurt.

“Nothing’s going on. Just discussing the fate of our friend here,” Mark smirked lowering his weapon. “She wants to save him and I just want to put the poor guy out of his misery.”

Friday, May 25, 2018

Sophisticated Man- A1 & Scores

Assignment 1 - Close up B & W editorial
Model: Malcolm Payne

*Plays sexy saxophone music* Shhhh...1st place sexiness! 🎷

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Sophisticated Style (Seasons) - A4 & Scores

A4 - Winter Warmth
Model: Jasmine Lee
Wasn't really happy with this one, but I didn't too bad.

Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Dead On Arrival: Vol 2 Coming Soon!

Audrey: Hey Vince. Have you ever read this comic?

Vince: Huh? What?

Audrey: Nevermind.

~Dead On Arrival: Vol 2~ The Story Continues.
Chapter 24: From One Hell to Another and Chapter 25: The Decayed to be completed.

Sophisticated Man- Mock & Scores

Mock Assignment - Your Man in Beach Wear
Model: Malcolm Payne
Top 3! 🙌

Sophisticated Style (Seasons) - A3 & Scores

A3 - Fashionable Formals - Sherri Hill Style
Model: Jasmine Lee
1st place!🙌 
The fancy framed pic is what you get for first place.😀

Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Sophisticated Style (Seasons) - A2 & Scores

A2: Autumn Accessories
Model: Jasmine Lee
2nd place!!!!!! Hell to the yes!!!!

Monday, April 23, 2018

New Model- Malcolm Payne

I just entered him into SOPHISTICATED MAN. I swear this is the last comp I'll enter for the time being. I sorta originally wanted to enter a guy in the Seasons one, so I had to do it.
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