Tuesday, April 13, 2010

He can finally rest in peace now :-(

My Grandfather passed away yesterday morning (April 12th). He went through alot of suffering and was never the same when he got sick so he's resting in peace now. He had so many problems. It was a matter of time and I knew. Still was shocked. Of course I'm sad as I have alot of good memories with him and we were close before he got sick. Anyway I won't be blogging for awhile and if I do anything it will be a small post or maybe two. According how I feel. I will try to meet the deadlines to the modeling comps I'm in, but I don't know. As I said before it's depends on how I feel. Not sure what to feel really. Well I do feel sad, maybe a little relief that he's no longer in pain, but mostly just stressed out. We (my family) are all just stressed out trying to figure out what to do. Will we get it together eventually I hope. I will pop in to say hi though, but I'm going have a busy and sad week so not sure if I will even feel like turning the computer on. I hate funerals and seeing him in a coffin is going to kill me! I also have to look for funeral clothes. Geez, shopping for funeral clothes sounds like it's going suck already. Anyways thank you for reading my blog and I will be back. Don't worry to much about me, I will be fine, as well as my family... I hope. See you soon.
-VK20

24 comments:

  1. I am very sorry for your loss, vid. My thoughts and prayers will be with you. Take care of yourself!

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  2. Vid I'm so sorry about your Grandfather. Death is hard to deal with and trust me, when my sister passed away I felt just like you do, not knowing exactly what to do, buying clothes for her funeral, picking out caskets. It's heart wrenching to say the least...be strong...for yourself and for your family.
    Hugz
    cece

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  3. condolences to you and your family, vid. its very hard to lose a loved one, and only time can heal those wounds.
    keep yourself sane. *virtual hugs*
    we will all be here when your ready to come back

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  4. I'm sorry for your loss, its never easy no matter how old or young, sick or healthy to loose someone you love. Thoughts and prays are with you and your family.

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  5. I am sorry for your loss.
    You will be in my thoughts.

    Crazycatldy

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  6. I'm sorry to hear of your loss. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

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  7. I am really sorry to hear that. I hope that soon when the initial grieving is over you will be able to remember him as he was before he was ill. You and your family are in my prayers.

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  8. I'm sorry to hear that. I hope everything will be okay.

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  9. I'm so sorry for your loss vidkid. You & your family will be in my thoughts & prayers.

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  10. Oh no...Vid I'm so sorry to hear about your grandfather's passing. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

    I understand exactly what you're dealing with. Take this time to be with your family and grieve, and try not to worry about all of this stuff -- we'll be here when you return and if you need anything, please say so, even if it's just an "ear".

    Take care Vid. Bless you and your family and may your grandfather's soul be at peace and rest.

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  11. Vid, I'm sorry. I know what your going through, my grandpa is really sick.

    I send my condolences to you and your family. May he rest in peace.

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  12. I'm so sorry for your loss. At least he's in a better place now.:(

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  13. I'm sorry! I'll be praying for you and your family. :[

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  14. I'm very sorry for your loss.

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  15. awww vid! *hug* Im sorry to hear about your loss, it must be really hard losing someone you are close to T.T you and your family will be in my thoughts Angel. erm. i mean vidicus.... >.>

    *big hug*

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  16. i feel very sad for you! My reading teacher also have a death in his family!

    I would give him ambrosia if this is sims!

    like i said, i feel very sorry, and i will keep all hopes and preyers for you

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  17. Oh my God, I'm so sorry. But at least he's no longer in pain and he'll be watching over you like a garurdian angel. *hugs* Hopeyou feel better soon.

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  18. I've been thinking about you and hope that you are doing OK.

    Crazycatldy

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  19. I've also been thinking about you and hope your ok =(

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  20. I have been missing you and hope all is well with you and your family!

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  21. aw u guys! ur the reason i keep coming back! thank you so much!

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