I'm feeling really crappy today and feel really alone. I really miss my grandfather. The house just seems so empty now and there are things that he could that no one could do. Like today I tried hook up something in the living room. They automatically think it's my job, because I'm good with electronics and that I don't need help. Well needed help and I was realy struggling. Then they look at me like I'm crazy when I'm upset and don't feel like doing it. They never assume that maybe she isn't feeling well or maybe they should try comforting me. No, they are too busy thinking about their own problems, so they just ignore me. All I need is a hug and they can't even give me that. My grandfather would have least listen to me and he would have everything hooked up. It just seems like my family is not close as they use to be. I don't know. I just feel like no cares about me today. Like they have better things to do, then worry about me and that I'm getting taken for granted. :(
Sorry, just having a hard time being funny and lively today, so if your wondering why, here. Well at least I did post something lol worthy below.