Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Nobody cares about me today (real life crap)

I'm feeling really crappy today and feel really alone. I really miss my grandfather. The house just seems so empty now and there are things that he could that no one could do. Like today I tried hook up something in the living room. They automatically think it's my job, because I'm good with electronics and that I don't need help. Well needed help and I was realy struggling. Then they look at me like I'm crazy when I'm upset and don't feel like doing it. They never assume that maybe she isn't feeling well or maybe they should try comforting me. No, they are too busy thinking about their own problems, so they just ignore me. All I need is a hug and they can't even give me that. My grandfather would have least listen to me and he would have everything hooked up. It just seems like my family is not close as they use to be. I don't know. I just feel like no cares about me today. Like they have better things to do, then worry about me and that I'm getting taken for granted. :(

Sorry, just having a hard time being funny and lively today, so if your wondering why, here. Well at least I did post something lol worthy below.


  1. D:

    I definitey can understand what you mean. I just have those moments where I just want to curl up into a ball and sob because I feel so alone..

  2. aw im sorry viddy. i think we all feel like this now and then. and it royally sucks when its your own family treating you that way.
    hang in there. im sure they dont do it on purpose, they are just wrapped up in their own shit

  3. Agreed with Zeri, we all feel alone sometimes. I could tell you stories Vid of things my dad put me through, but that's not for here.

    It sucks! I feel ya on how much tho. It's hard when everyone weighs down on top of you. Dad said it's cuz out of me and my bros, I'm the strong one. I'm the one that takes charge, well sometimes I don't wanna be that one.

    Hang in Vid *hugs*

  4. Huge hugs to you vid.
    People get wrapped up in themselves too often and forget about others feelings.
    I have days when I feel like noone cares and it is a lonely feeling.
    It hasn't been very long since your Grandfather passed and with the Holidays coming up, it seems to make it more difficult. The winter with it's shorter and cold days adds more.
    Hang in there and know you have friends here to support you.

  5. Aw thanks guys! It means a lot!


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