I made a updated version of my simself

It freakishly looks likes me. I think the glasses may be the only thing throwing it off since I don't wear big glasses like that, but other than that the rest is dead on. Even the hair when it's done. 

http://www.thesims3.com/assetDetail.html?assetId=6680420

^the face I'm making on the default pic is classic. I like it better than the pic I took in CAS. xD

http://vidkid20ssimlair.blogspot.com/2011/10/face-behind-computer-screen.html

http://vidkid20ssimlair.blogspot.com/2012/08/i-cut-my-hair-i-have-bangs-d.html

I'm also in the process of getting rid of my bangs. All they do is stick up and look stupid. Been wearing a ponytail to hide them. If they get long enough, I'm going comb them to the side.

I'm also debating about playing my simself for once. It freaks me out playing her, but maybe I can get over it. Will add her to my customs blog when I'm not super lazy. 

Update on Roxie. My excuse to play hooky today...

Hooky from school that is. I know I'm bad, but Roxie had an very important appointment anyway with a top notch and kind of cute surgeon.  

Let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow pic spam!

I must really love y'all because stupid blogger won't let upload anymore pics and I have to copy/paste each pic via photobucket here. >_>

It's so pretty!!!

Decorating for Xmas...er... I mean Snowflake Day.

Update on Roxie and other things *mumbles*

Not a happy post, but I'll try to make it a little less gloomy than what I had typed up in my head.

First off, Roxie (my dog) will need surgery for ACL/tore ligament. She is schedule to go next Tuesday and it will be roughly 1200 dollars (depending on weight and size). She's going be there overnight for a day and she's going come home with a cast. On the bright side, I'm hoping it's the white one you can draw on it. :P I just hope everything goes well.

As for me, I haven't been feeling like myself lately. I'm tired all the time/exhausted, emotionally numb some days, and I'm having hard time concentrating on my work/studies. Then I'm clenching my teeth from what I believe is stress? Either that or anxiety, or a panic attack. I've been going through different variations of this for a week or two and mentioning it to my family is a bit of a waste.  I either get "get over it," "relax," "you're too old to be this upset," "you're probably just tired" or they ignored me. I think that may be why I'm bit numb. I know they mean well, but I can't relax and school won't let me. Heck life won't let me!

Well some days I'm fine and coming online makes me completely forget about my worries. Playing Seasons has become a complete escape, but my 12 week classes are coming to a close soon. The pressure is stressing me out to the point I can't concentrate and I feel physically sick. I don't even know if have the drive or want to be journalist/writer anymore. It's seems silly now. Maybe it's just doubt, but I'm really beginning to feel really lost as what do in life. I feel like I'm going through the motions and doing what other people want me to do or what they expect of me. I am just as lost as I was before. :/

*sigh* Well enough of that. I refuse to go any deeper or write a novel. Maybe things will get better. Going try to keep sim related and less about RL at the moment. Will hopefully have a happy update on Roxie if anything.

Ending the Fall with Spooky Day and beginning Winter with a snowflake or two...

Pie eating contest!!!

† Vampire Immortality † CONTRACT- 9 Scores!

Back at 1st!!! Woo!!! :D

1st- vid & henry - 1008

For the story and lyrics to this click here.

Seasons!!! It's raining, it's pouring, and fall leaves are falling!

Squeeeee! I have Seasons! My grandmother surprised me with it. ^_^ I needed to chill out today, so it came at a perfect timing. Been one of those weeks. >_< Just felt so good to play today. I guess she saw how stress I was and let me have it early. Was suppose to be a Xmas present. <3

Well to start off, things weren't going so good at first. I couldn't get my game to load without crashing. Then I realize I had old versions of Twallan's mods still in my mod folder. *facepalm* Well after that I finally fired up the game with no issue. Decided to go with a small familiar household to get the hang of things. My Nick/Mikey/stalk Liam save. xD  Well after looking everything over, I decided to change the weather to fall. I didn't wanted see clear sunny skies anymore! lol Well the trees changed and I got giddy just seeing the guy next door raking leaves.

My poor baby :(

Yet another hurdle to jump over! Now my dog (Roxie) may need surgery. She tore her ACL jumping on and off of beds last night playing. Now her right back leg is all wrapped up and she's limping really bad. They going see if the pain medicine and soft cast is going work, but they are pretty much betting she will need surgery.

Ugh now I feel bad about leaving her tomorrow with the new meds. She threw up as soon we got in the house from whatever they gave her in the back. I hope it wasn't from the pills they gave us. Blah, my speech is tomorrow. I don't know what to do. Go I guess...or reschedule? I just feel so bad leaving like she is. :/

Well I guess things could be worse. It always can be worse. So I just hope they can fix it. Be nice if they could fix it with just the cast, but I don't think it's going be that easy. The surgery is about thousand, but she's worth it. Just with Xmas and stuff, it's going be hard. *sigh* Send your good vibes and stuff to her. :(

Busy again with barely anything left....

I feel like I'm running on fumes. Things keep piling up. I got math test tomorrow, a paper due on Saturday, and then our final paper due next Saturday! Then I gotta do a speech on Tuesday.  Someone please put me out of my misery!!!

I feel like sleeping and staying under my warn covers for the rest of the winter.

So about Speech class...

Bad news:  I missed out on first speech, which resulted in failed grade. I can partly blame the school for that with the dropout situation, but it was only my own decision to skip it. The requirements of making it up sound harder then the actual speech. Anyway, I've made up for it a bit with points being added here and there.

Good News: I'm more prepared this time for my 2nd speech! I have to do a informative speech on a social significant topic. Got it approved today actually. My teacher loved my topic, so I could get A if I do a good job! :) My topic is on Animals helping in heath care and in general health of humans. Basically things like therapy dogs and how pets can better your health. I thought of it one day while listing ideas for this speech and my dog just happen to be bothering me with one of her toys. She will literally come up to you, poke you with her nose, and then drop her toys on your feet. LOL Very cute, but it can be annoying sometimes. Crazy Dog! <3 Soooo I guess she can take some credit for it. Maybe I'll buy her something if I get a good grade. :P

Well right now, the paper is again my problem. I may ask for extension as he mention we could do that. It's just that I hate for me to be scrambling and rushing the final paper after that. Ugh I might end up getting a extension on both if possible. So stressed out!

I'm not even worried too much about the math test, but it would of been nice to skip tomorrow and work on my paper. Maybe get some sleep as well. *sigh* It's a nice thought, but I have to go for the test. Oh well.

And as I mention my dog habits of bothering me with toys, she just poked me and dropped a toy beside my chair. Perfect timing. xP

Thanks Election Day!

Thanks for the free day off from school. I will take time to do some work, but since you're so offering I fit in some lazy time to do absolutely nothing! Woooooooo!

Zzzzz...., but seriously someone do my paper for me. I don't feel like it. -_-

P.S. Do get out to the polls and vote. I hope the right person wins.

WTF Walking Dead?! Really? I don't even...

OMG I'm soooo disappointed! Some people are actually tearing up over this ep?! I'm rolling my eyes instead. So f'ing stupid. Like WTF?!

Major Spoilers Alert after the jump!!! 

I'm so pissed I'm not going to go deep into it. I just rushed back here just to let off some steam. 

Hey look a it's EA employee!

Oh wait...no just another disgruntle customer. The vacant look comes from talking to customer service. Carry on.

A reply and some thoughts on that Jess/Mares post

This was going be a totally different post, but I changed it. I figure if I was to post my original post, someone would of got upset and took it the wrong way. Then someone would have came over to here to scream at me for being immature and posting drama. They would of said something like "you haven't changed! OMG you're a meanie head!" Then I would have yelled back "you either, because you're over here yelling at me. You're a manie head! Aghhhh!!!" Then they will be a collected headdesk, because it'll be dumbest argument to date. Then we would we be like "OMG what were arguing about?" Then it would begin again. lol Somewhat of a summary of the last few years. As for what the whole point of this post...

http://themaresnest.wordpress.com/2012/10/28/jessamine-dianes-bed-of-roses-no-9/

I thought this was a interesting post and a blast from the past. I wasn't a fan of Jess at first, but I realize she was really a good person. To be honest we were all stupid and young back then. The drama was expected, so I don't think anyone should feel too bad about back then. (Well some shouldn't...*mumbles*)

I really do find it all funny now. Haha, I hope my name doesn't remind people of vomit. lol  That's what we called jumping to conclusions. Man, I was a brat back then. Again I'm sorry. xD  If anything, I just was really sorry to see Jess go, because she wasn't a bad person at all. I feel bad that drama caused her to leave. I'm glad we settled everything before she left though. We became even friends I think. I really wish her well. I think we both learned from our experiences back then. Heck, I'm still learning now. :)

And Mares! Hi. I remember the first time I laid on that blog. OMG this community has been through some crazy stuff. It's funny looking back. Just too bad not everyone has learned and better themselves. Oh well. I think I have. I think... ^_^;

Happy simming and much love to the good simmers of the past that added to our little community. We all should be committed! ;P

A Horrifying Pic Spam almost in time for Halloween!

zzzz...sims...zzz...*wakes up* 

I was sleepy earlier, but yeah I woke up. Did some work first and then push play on sims. Soo a late pic spam for Halloween! 

Be scared! 

Be very scared!

It's the newest pics of my SN household!