Couldn't think of a title, so I felt like MareNesting my title! Bwhaha! I've worked 9 hours for 3 freaking days! Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....*breathes* Thank God I'm off tomorrow and Friday!
So this week has been a very crappy sucky hurtful week. I don't know what I did to deserve such treatment at my workplace, but it open my eyes to how hurtful and petty people are at jobs.
It started yesterday. I saw 2 of my co-worker fixing up the shelves and putting up new merchandise in my aisles. I offer to help, because they were in my aisle. One of them is really nice, but the other is nasty b****. I assumed she was ok at the time, but she proved to me she's a bitter toerag! She immediately start sprouting out instructions for me to do and I was extremely confused. Now I could of lied and acted I knew everything, but I figured this stupid woman would help me and explain sh*t to me. Nope. Instead she told me to go straighten up stuff and to basically get away from her from the way she was looking at me. She instantly became annoyed with me and didn't explain anything.
Later that day, I see my boss in aisle looking around. I don't usually see her watching me now, but she all so happen to appear all the sudden. She told me the aisle looked terrible and that after 90 days they can fire me if I keep it up. That completely caught me off guard, as I got positive feedback just the other day from another older employee. Well that scared the living crap out of me! I immediately started having a panic attack in the break room shortly afterwards. I tried my best to conceal it and went back to work on my aisle quickly, so I could get back in her good graces.
Then today, I called up my male manager who is in charge of me at the door and asked him if wanted me there till the other guy comes. Yeah they pretty much replace me there. I'll go into that more later. He said yeah go ahead. Then my moody ass of HR manager come in and starts bitching at me again. 2 carts are outside. Both of them are opposite direction literally down the street from the store. She get angry at me for that! For that! It's guys who do that you know? She's not even in charge of me when I'm at the door, so WTF?! You would think I had x-ray vision and physic powers though from how she said it. So then she told me I wasn't doing a good job organizing the junk pile of a toy section and that I needed to grasp things faster. That my dear my fellow co-worker from the other day told her I couldn't grasp any task she trying to give me. Lovely.
Sooooo I got in the car with my dad and immediately spoke with him about the matter. He then made me realize that the nasty b*** must of complained and had a good ol time telling my boss how awful I was doing, which lead to the sudden change in attitude towards me. So basically this waste of life tried to get me fired. I'm completely new to this, but yet she expects me to know everything? I'm sorry you can ramble all you want to me, but if you don't physically show me what I'm doing or teach me I'm lost!
I honestly don't understand the need to go to the boss for that. She could of told me to my face or better yet got over her bitchy mood and helped me! I would of rather she said nothing, than give me a horrible reputation. Now I'm going be watched and picked at for EVERYTHING! I can't even take a break without my HR manager looking at me like I'm laziest human being on the planet! Then to top it off, my job at the door was stolen by a former middle-aged employee who came back to work there again. He use to work in the back, but yet he's literally took my position greeting people and pushed me to the toy aisle.
Now I really have no idea what they going have me doing. I really don't want the toy aisle anymore. To me it's impossible to make it organize. Most of the shelves aren't labeled and it basically like finding needle in a hack stack with most of the stuff. I tried my hardest to make it neat and find the corrects spots, but IMO everything needs to be cleared off. To be organized, it all needs to be taken down and put back up one section at a time. It's way too much stuff and too many things out of place for one person to make it perfect! I've even found old wrappers and candy behind some stuff. It's freaking gross! I would even recommend that section to someone more experienced in the store rather than someone new like me.
I'm going try to stay positive, but don't be surprised if they choose to fire me. I'm going try to do my best as it's the only thing I can do! It frustrates me and makes me absolutely furious, but I'm going to push it aside when I go in Saturday. *sigh*
Edit: Maybe I should of said aisles with a "S", because 3 of them and they all look like a bomb went off in them!!!