I'm honestly exhausted. The funeral was today, so lots of crying, hugging, sadness. I'm still in disbelief TBH. Kept waiting for her to show up at the door when we pulled up to her house. Then we got to the actual thing and I saw her body in the coffin. Omg... I just lost it. Full on loud crying. I really don't know how I can keep doing this. I hope I never see that funeral home or any funerals for an extremely long time. This my 3rd big funeral and I'm only 27 going on 28. I can't lose anymore people. No more please. *sigh*
Anyway, I really don't feel like sitting around moping for the rest of the week. I want to look forward and get back to the norm. I also plan on staying in, because Roxie has been heartbroken these past few days. She hates when I leave her and I've been out a lot lately for long periods of time. The poor thing seem really stressed out today when I came in. Going give her some extra loving to make up for the lost time. lol
So back to the normalcy...
I'll try to post more sim related stuff now that things should be getting back to normal. I have new compy post to post and I'm going to write for my story again. I may need to change one part considering it hits way to close to home for me. Let's just I had a main character see one of their love ones as a zombie. An specific type of family member. You can pretty much guess. It was a total coincidence. So considering the emotional cry fest I've been through there's no way I can keep that in. Well it will be written a different way at least.
I wish I could post some different stuff for a change, but I don't lurk the officials enough to post about it or gossip about it. I shall find other ways to entertain you hopefully.
Happy Simming all! :)
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