Ok, I've cheered up now!

1. Adorable guy at work said more than one word to me. Not sure if he accidently bumped into me or was purposely looking for me, but hehehe...

 I won't disappoint myself again tho.

 

2. Because I was gifted Midnight Hollow!!!!!! AHHHHH!

You know who you are!

Like that really put me in a good mood. I went into work smiling for once. Thank you. :)

Caption this? Ok! "Drawing the nude!"

Nick: "Yep. That's what you look like when you're naked. Like a homeless sim asking for change. By the way take a bath...."

 

I'm still not myself entirely, but maybe this will help....

I've been feeling kind of depressed lately. I thought I might got over my social awkwardness and gain some confidence, but I'm finding it difficult to talk to people at work. I don't relate. I feel like I'm from a different planet from most of them and my mind just seems like it can't function properly when I have to socialize. Customers make it even worse, because I then have to come up with an answer to their problems right on the spot. If everything was like online when you could take your time formulating your thoughts and answers, I would be great. Why can't rl be like online? Ugh. I just suck at talking. I don't even know how to be me around people, because I'm f'ing mess.

Waaaa I don't wanna work this weekend. Not after making this hottie!

*clickable*

Is it possible to marry pixels? He's nameless at the moment, but he's going be my new werewolf. :P

 

Sorry for the lack of post by the way. I was kind of down in the dumps and had a minor annoyance in my game, but I'm good now. Can't wait for Monday when I'm off. I'm going to movies Monday too to see Insidious 2. I saw the first one recently, so I'm dying to see what happens in the next one. It's so freaking creepy and awesome! :)

PHOßIA: Assignment 1 Pic+ Scores

 

I always hated his pet snake! My roommate was a kindred spirit and an addict of sorts. He had a strange fixation with exotic reptiles. I think he preferred them over the company of humans. When I started staying in his cramp apartment, I use to watch his most prized snake slither around the aquarium he kept it in. I'm sure it was illegal as big it was, but he had a way of getting such horrid creatures. I kept far away from it as much I could. The thought of it eating living and breathing mice made me sick. So when did I add the fear of snakes to my list of issues? The day I walked in and saw it had escaped. I could of swore it got bigger! HELP!    

What the plumbob am I up to?

Simming! Yes. I haven't had any real pictures to share. I started up a new Uni game with two of my favorite male sims and I'm in the process of giving them complete makeovers. I thought I was done, but I went on a CC binge. Yeah I fell off the wagon finally. My guys definitely need clothes. My girls too, but the guys needed a fashion emergency!

While I'm on that subject, all my sims will be getting upgraded and tweaked at some point. I also going work on making some new sims as well for download. I've made models, but I haven't took time in CAS just to make a sim for no reason. I want to get back to that. I'm feeling very inspired, so hopefully I can fulfilled that promise. My sims have been looking very plain to me lately and I want to spice it up. I want more different, bold, and realistic sims. I already downloaded different default eyes and skin that look much more detail. The clothes I've downloaded kind of reflect my new sense of fashion for them too. Still rock&roll, but with rave-ish, punkish, urban, and bright vibe. I guess that's a way describe it, but no matter I'm going start getting back to living in CAS in between playing.

As for playing the actual game, I had to abandon my IP soap opera with my scuba diver, Sebastian. I don't know if the new patch will make a difference, but it became unplayable as time went on. The game crashes 1 min into playing. As soon he starts moving around, it takes me back to desktop and gives me an error message. It really pisses me off. I had the craziest storyline going on for that game! I guess I should be glad it's just that one save file right now, but it's downright irritating to abandon something I put so much work into. Going wait for Twallan and see what I can do before deleting it permanently.

Once I feel comfortable with my game again and everything seems stable enough, I'm going try playing around Monte Vista and create a handsome werewolf. He's going a bit more of a man whore unlike my scuba diver. I plan on having him sleep with everything that moves and at night have him attack the town's people (with aid of a mod). I got that idea at work oddly. lol Well I did buy Monte Vista with my paycheck, so I guess they relate. ;)  I also plan going get back to my SN household as well. I've been kind of nervous going back to that since it's probably my biggest save file, but I want to see the little one grow up.

So yeah that's it for now. When I get a chance and finish perfecting my cc folder, my customs blog is getting another makeover. I'm not liking the recent look anymore. Bleh.

The latest TS4 rumors: No CAST? My thoughts...

CAST= Create A Style Tool

Well the latest rumor and debate on the Sims 4 forum has been the lack of CAST in the game. So far it looks like EA will not be adding such a feature and players will have to rely on preset colors. From speculation and debate, it appears that with the new emotion feature makes it almost impossible to have patterns or anything that isn't a preset color. Well it makes it impossible for EA, because you know damn well they are too damn lazy to make anything work. Still having emotions connected to colors presents a problem for the coding of the game. The color red for example might give a sim a feeling of confidence, while the color blue might make another sim sad. If patterns or a custom color from the color wheel is thrown in that can easily confuse the game and cause errors. This can be tweaked as colors do have hex codes and can be programed to relate to certain ones. Will EA do this? Who knows! If they don't, I have a good reason I will mention that later.

Yet again I got tricked into watching the sucky VMAs!

Warning: I did curse a little. Naughty me!

I f'ing hate the VMAs now! I thought it was a popular contest last year, but they literally just gave away every f'ing award to same talentless idiots!

Robin Thicke lost to 1D for Blurred Lines for song of the summer?! Are they smoking crack? They got to be smoking something tonight. I seriously wanted to do a Kanye and run up on stage. What fuckry was that?! I'm not even a fan of his like that, but it was the freaking song of the summer! Then Miley dumb stupid ass shaking around like a damn slut ruining the damn performance. Bitch get out the way!

I wish someone would tell Taylor Swift and her dumb bestie Selena to sit their asses down too! I'm so tired seeing them dance around in the audience at every award show. Sit the fuck down please!

Then Justin Timberlake took up a hour of the show doing the same crap and gave his old group 5 mins of spotlight. lol It took 20 mins just for Jimmy Fallon to shut the fuck about him. Gawd! You would think he was in love with him?! Geez!

Macklemore won best rap? ....No comment. Thrift Shop still makes me want to strangle him! lol

As for everybody else, meh they were alright. Kanye Trashdasian ...er I mean West jumped around screaming and Lady Gaga did her usual. I did think Bruno Mars deserved more props! Thankfully he got one award at least! Shot out to Daft Punk and Pharell too. They got robbed as well!

And what the hell happen to the dance music section of the show?!

Nothing spectacular! It was yet again boring! I enjoyed the new special episode of Catfish today better than the show. OMG that was freaking intense and crazy! I also think Nev and Max are adorable. Squeeee! :P

They should come back to Maryland and visit me. xD