He can finally rest in peace now :-(

My Grandfather passed away yesterday morning (April 12th). He went through alot of suffering and was never the same when he got sick so he's resting in peace now. He had so many problems. It was a matter of time and I knew. Still was shocked. Of course I'm sad as I have alot of good memories with him and we were close before he got sick. Anyway I won't be blogging for awhile and if I do anything it will be a small post or maybe two. According how I feel. I will try to meet the deadlines to the modeling comps I'm in, but I don't know. As I said before it's depends on how I feel. Not sure what to feel really. Well I do feel sad, maybe a little relief that he's no longer in pain, but mostly just stressed out. We (my family) are all just stressed out trying to figure out what to do. Will we get it together eventually I hope. I will pop in to say hi though, but I'm going have a busy and sad week so not sure if I will even feel like turning the computer on. I hate funerals and seeing him in a coffin is going to kill me! I also have to look for funeral clothes. Geez, shopping for funeral clothes sounds like it's going suck already. Anyways thank you for reading my blog and I will be back. Don't worry to much about me, I will be fine, as well as my family... I hope. See you soon.
-VK20